
Insider memoir by a Lehman ETF trader.
Jared Dillian traded exchange-traded funds at Lehman Brothers from 2001 to 2008 and wrote this memoir of that period. It combines a trading floor account with a description of his own mental illness, which developed severely during his time there.
The trading material covers the ETF desk, which was a new business during his tenure, and the mechanics of market-making in a growing product where the arbitrage relationships between fund and underlying baskets were the source of the desk's profit. Dillian describes the culture of the floor, the compensation structure and its effects on behaviour, the internal politics of a firm where trading desks competed for capital, and the atmosphere in the final months as the firm's position deteriorated and employees held stock they could not sell.
The personal material describes obsessive-compulsive disorder and a psychotic episode that led to hospitalisation, and Dillian is direct about the relationship between the work environment and his condition without claiming a simple causation. He writes as a former Coast Guard officer who came to Wall Street from outside its usual pipeline, which gives him an outsider's view of the culture. The book is a memoir rather than an account of Lehman's failure, and readers wanting the latter should go elsewhere. Its honesty about mental health on a trading floor is unusual.
Readers wanting a first-hand account of trading floor culture and its personal costs, rather than an analysis of Lehman's collapse.
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